face the reality

this is our way, we both choose this, exactly, i choose this, gosh, we always have a different way of paradigm, i hate him at all. and you know, i feel rather happy when i hate him. whole night i have ever cried just for him, hahaha72x, i am not the weak one, people rare to see me with tears.. and for him? i've cried, he hurting me so much. so, i used my trick. think about him whole night along, just about him, and when i feel desperate, i will sleep well, in the morning, there were no space for him in my heart.. no.. no.. and never. and i have decided this, i'll never show him some true love. love? its just bullshit.. there are just ego. no such thing of love. sometimes i feel miss him, but thats just crap. i just miss his hugh, his kiss, thats it. ow dear, i am not feel love even for my own husband, but once again, there will be no divorce, thats my commitment.. men? they are just rubbish (for you all men, please do not hurting, if you feel you have never hurting women)